I wonder how many readers that I have left.
Well, it doesn't matter (:
( No, I did not abandon this blog. Just a little too caught up in my assignments )
How am I going to put this in words,
I can only write it so many times,
although I'm getting tired of it,
it can't be helped.
I have been trying so hard to adapt my life with it,
( yes still trying )
it happens that I have been trying too hard or maybe
did I overdo it ?
The weakness in my eyes,
could only spend the years like I didn't know it.
I simply can't tell whether this is torture or it is just life.
Nothing seems to be the way it is before.
I'm a person who hates crowded areas,
a person who dislike people being too nice to me,
a person who forgets and doesn't appreciate,
a person who slacks throughout the day,
a person with bad manners,
a person without tears.
I failed to accomplish what I have been waiting for,
one word to describe all - Naive.
This whole thing sound really dull,
until when I find a light somewhere,
I would write something "brighter".
P.s : The key to improvement is to first laugh at yourself.