...... he's MORE than that ♥

Monday, June 23, 2008 ; 3:32 AM♥

Kind of down today, plus I'm really tired.
But still have to go for tuition later =="

I noticed I have this little habit of eating alot when I'm in depression but not as in fill up my stomach with so much FOODS until it goes up to the top of my head. I just happened to eat alot, more than my daily meals that's all (:
( don't ask )

Anyways, school was quite fun today ~
I get to see the panic girls running around in the classroom away from the cockroach !
Well, obviously the guys behind took the cockroach in and decided to hear some sexy screaming from the girls. ( sick boys ) ^^
As for me, I totally humiliate myself in front of everyone during PJK !
First of all, I'm not good at playing football. What the * toot * right ? Well yeah, I'm not good at it but I certainly do enjoy watching them play. As I was saying, the PJK teacher a.k.a ~~Encik Zul~~ let us play football, hoooray for the other boys, I think I'm like the only one who was not interested in it, prefer badminton though :D

My job was simple, all I do is pass the ball to whoever and stand right back at the spot where the ball barely could have hit me, I mean " Yaikss ! not the face ! not the face >__< "
The meaning of humiliated was the part when one kicks the ball and it will dash towards someone and the person was suppose to hit it back to his mates but instead of doing that, I made some really retarded pose and face expression when the ball came to my direction ! Everyone was looking u know ! I mean most of them laa because it was reccess time for the form 3 and 4 s .
Oh yeah, the moment when I decided to pretend like I was useful enough in the team, I got ready and bend myself a little so I could kick or snatch the ball, all of a sudden the game was over ! =="
( There goes another embarrassment ) I told myself , " Just walk away , don't look, just walk away :D "

Actually, I'm not down because of the whole humiliation thing,
There's another reason which is also none of your business :p HAhaha ~

Oh my god ! Tuition has been canceled !!
I shall SLEEP ! Hahaha, no way man, I just woke up :D

Randomness :

I'm not cold as ice,

I just don't wanna feel the pain,

Whenever I think of it,

A knife will stab right through my heart,

Causing it to bleed till it's wounded

Funny thing I did not cry

Not even a single tear

I wonder why ?

Why me,

Why must I always face the same thing,

Why must I always pretend I'm ok,

Why are u always in my thoughts,

Why must u always say the same thing

over and over again,

I'm breaking into pieces,

I can't stand it anymore,

U win,

I give up.

Friday, June 20, 2008 ; 9:57 PM♥

Study hard, Play hard :D

Woke up early in the morning, dropped by some of my friends' blog and realised their posts had mentioned about McD .. lols, made me feel like having it too ~

Anyways, I was kind of busy now a days with my art portfolio but it's ok now
( had already finished most of it * happy happy * ) .
Taking an opportunity to blog, since I have some free time, before my mum drag me down to have breakfast, I'll just recall back what I've done lately ^^

Thursday, after school I went straight home, took an afternoon nappy and continued my forever art portfolio.

It's all about flowers, people ~

My " ka-chang " (:

If I'm not mistaken, nothing special happen that day though.
Unfortunately, if you say being ffk by friends is special, yea then that's the only thing
" special " happened that day :D
Well, it's not like that's the only day we can hang out, right guys :p ?

Friday, when the last bell ring has gone to set us free back home. People from the next class were complaining about the coming up school magazine being done by some of the girls. Well, obviously their will be fxcking rejects in each class so eventhough how hard you've tried completing the pages yet there will be unsatisfy idiots barking around nagging and complain about how ugly it is ! In fact, if they're so SMART, why can't they start giving us some ideas instead of letting us know how ugly it is =="

Seriously, If it's me, I wouldn't even want to bother about it as if there's a choice to not bother about it :D
Luckily, my class had finished our's but still left out one page :/ so that means we haven't finish it after all ..lols ^^

* so cold *

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ; 12:03 AM♥

How was school ?
Well, nothing much happen until the second last period !

I don't know what ' he ' ate for breakfast today, he became all energetic of a sudden.
Maybe because it was close to the last bell ring which obviously made him really excited about and kept on cracking lame jokes to make us " laugh " ..
All I can remember now is the part where he talk about how the way ' she ' farts =="
Seriously please stop talking ! ..lols

After school, I went home and realised that the whole house smells like crap !
My maid exclaimed that something has been overcooked in the kitchen. Thus, the smell is EVERYWHERE even my room !
I still can smell it now though >_< ( so disturbing, it gave me a headache )

Feel like wasting 3 bottles of perfumes ( if that's enough ), just to spread it around the house, hoping it would overlap the freaking smell of burned socks :/
This reminds me of a lame joke I've heard earlier at school that someone mentioned about the smell of farts was as bad as the haze :D
F .Y .I , I'm not saying that the smell here smells like rotten fish,
I couldn't even discribe it !

Oh yea, now everything make sense in the movie " The Happening " , when the air was poluted by some sort of virus in the city, the people will lost control and start killing themselves after breathing it in.
Compare to the situation I'm facing now, is that everyone find the smell irritating and couldn't stand it anymore - committed suicide :D

♥ Random quote :

I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you ♥

Sunday, June 15, 2008 ; 11:04 PM♥

Arent you suppose to do your art work, Sam ?
Well I did, just need a day out :D

Went TheCurve with my elder sis yesterday !
The purpose is to have dinner @ SakaeSushi ^^ lolss..
After that, we got bored and decided to watch movie ~
I was the one who suggested to watch " The Happening " but she prefer " The Missing ( cantonese movie ) "
and what do u know ? The fact is I'm the younger one so that is why we watched " The happening " instead :P
Eventhough I'm no longer sucking a pacifier, I would have whine her for not letting me watch the movie I want.

Well, make it this way. If the movie that I was mentioning about was sold out then we'll buy tickets for " The Missing " alright ?

* evil laugh *

Sad case for her,

I WON :D

Giving the face of satisfaction, besides the movie was not that bad laa (:

Don't really like the ending though =="

So weirdd *

Anyways, while waiting for the time to pass before it strikes 9.20pm.

We took pictures @ some sort of DreamWorld like thingy where you get sticker pics //

* Random pic *

We're bringing sexy back :D !

Goshh, have to stop here and get back to my homework ~

Taataas !

Saturday, June 14, 2008 ; 7:40 PM♥

Yesterday night was CRAZY !

We celebrated HuiWen's birthday party @ Redbox.

The room was not as big as everyone expected at all and it also freaking cost us a fortune ( I don't think it's the room, I think it's the two bottle of liquor that were expensive than the room )

Anyways, everyone was like squeezing together on the sofa ( barely can see what song is coming on next ) but yeah, we had lots of fun before and after they brought in some liquors ^^

Thanks Wen, for inviting me ! It was a very good way to release ~~stress~~ :D

As you may notice, I'm still working on my art portfolio.

* struggle struggle *

This time I've already picked up a big BIG board covered with white cloth back home just to draw batik !

Unfortunately, it's still empty :D

This is HuiWen and Kien with the chocolate indulgence cake ^^

There goes everyone !
" YAAAA~~~MM, SEEEENGGG ~ "
All I do is take a picture of it,
Cant go any further than two cups (:

cAmwhOre :D

Thursday, June 12, 2008 ; 11:26 PM♥

I really need something sweet to calm my nerves !

Or maybe something else that can overlap my grumpyness,

I'm still struggling and tired of the art work that I've not done finish yet,

Luckily, there are musics to listen instead of breaking stuff (:

Breath in ........... breath out ~ ( simple as that )

So frustrated by it, I can't go anywhere ( eventhough if I do, I would probably carry along a heavy heart ) for a reason to stay at home and do my art portfolio.

P.s : I'm going crazy, please do not touch me

or else you wont be able to see daylight again (:

Monday, June 9, 2008 ; 10:37 PM♥

Early in the morning, I get ready and prepared for school. When I came down from the stairs I realised the sky was quite dark, seems like it's going to rain !

Was yelling for my younger sister to get ready and run to school ( cause I walk there ), for the love of god I forgot my elder sis can drive ! She was willing enough to fetch us there instead of letting us shower under the rain, we were so relieved indeed ^^ I feel like giving her a kiss to show my appreciation ( err, eww ) or maybe like a flying kiss ( nahh, that's too gay ) a simple thankyou will do the trick :D

( still thinking how to repay her laa :p )

Anyways, school was quite fun, all the laughters were hyper and crapped alot.

The bad news is our form teacher annouced those who had absent for more than 10 or 20 days since January till now, the purpose is to give warning letter after 10 absents without any of the doctor's permission and letters from the parents ! ( uhh, so annoying ) * Now everyone got no choice but to go to school and bored themselves to tears. Well, I wouldn't say it is bored all the time, just sometimes loh :p

Goshh, it's raining again !! but I like it :D Good for the skin though.

But not as in walk under rain, it's the after rain feeling of cold breeze is good for the skin ^^

Oh yeah, I did well in my english paper !

Teacher asked me out to write down my answers on the board. Unfortunately, there were only two people copying, the others ignored it and rather keep their hands to themselves :p

Now I know how teachers felt like of giving all the answers on the board and not

" appreciated " by the students.

Well, it's not like I always " appreciate " it too ____ xD!

; 3:16 AM♥

I want to be a doll.

Born with the most perfect features of all

Everyone will like me but not hate me

Eventhough if they do,

I will not be able to feel anything

I am made without a heart

All I do is look pretty

Giving the same expression

' Lost '

I can just smile when someone looks at me

Dont have to talk nor move

neither making mistakes like a human will do

To be loved

Without knowing what tears are for

I can receive as much attention as I want

At least I know I still exist.

Sunday, June 8, 2008 ; 12:36 AM♥

I'm still half awake, darn exhausted ! z z z

Anyways, I went KL and The Curve yesterday with my family except for my dad, he's not into all this (:
Nothing much happened till I got tired after wondering around KL and straight to The Curve for a movie.
Were deciding what to watch while waiting for our turn along the queue. Guess what we watched ?

KungFu Panda !! ( in cantonese, the english one was full )

You might think it is childish but seriously it was damn funny !
I admit I did hesitate a lil when my mother suggested to watch it. Thus, it was in cantonese, my first thought was
" huh ?! in cantonese, would everything sound seriously in the movie ? "
I will have my answer after watching it so..
Now I'm telling you, just watch it :D

Before entering the cinema, the time we bought for the movie ( 9.10 pm ) was close so my mother and I ate hotdogs and drank plan water while waiting for the time to pass.
* tik tok tik tok *
My mum was like " ey hao, 9 o clock already laa, what room number are we going in ? "
" emm, " I just took out the tickets from the back of my pocket and look without seeing it clearly. " room 6 ^^ "
" Ohh ok, let's just wait for other 10 mins "

10 mins Later...

" Hao, it's already 9.10 pm, why isnt the number 6 light blinking ? All the lights were room number 1,9,10. Are you sure we're room 6 ?! "
" Yeah, I guess " digging out the tickets again and took ANOTEHR GOOD look !
* turn it upside down and realised it was ROOM 9 *
" Ahhh, room 9 laa !! " rushing into the cinema, Yaiks! sat beside an Auntie =="
( not mentioning my mum, another unknown auntie )
LOL !
Luckily, we didnt miss anything ! The advertisements were still on :D

Here are some random pictures :

Sakae Sushii ^^

* wee wang wang *

Friday, June 6, 2008 ; 2:42 AM♥

Random picture of the day !

I realised I have missed out this pic in the previous post (:
so just simply upload it here and wa lahh :D
F.Y.I , we're not perfect ! ~

Screw my pimples man !! hate'em !

Oh yeah, dad's friends are coming over for a gathering.
Will post abt it tomorrow ^^

Toodless *

Sunday, June 1, 2008 ; 6:42 AM♥

Last thursday was Kenn's birthday party night !

The FUN begins after he brought us some liquor ^^ ( I don't drink muchh though, I'm a GOOD boy :p )
Anyways, he didn't receive much presents because he almost got everything he wanted and people couldn't think of other stuff to buy for him :D or how about a water bottle ?

Let's just hit to the pictures, shall we ?