Monday, June 23, 2008 ; 3:32 AM♥
Kind of down today, plus I'm really tired.
But still have to go for tuition later =="
I noticed I have this little habit of eating alot when I'm in depression but not as in fill up my stomach with so much FOODS until it goes up to the top of my head. I just happened to eat alot, more than my daily meals that's all (:
( don't ask )
Anyways, school was quite fun today ~
I get to see the panic girls running around in the classroom away from the cockroach !
Well, obviously the guys behind took the cockroach in and decided to hear some sexy screaming from the girls. ( sick boys ) ^^
As for me, I totally humiliate myself in front of everyone during PJK !
First of all, I'm not good at playing football. What the * toot * right ? Well yeah, I'm not good at it but I certainly do enjoy watching them play. As I was saying, the PJK teacher a.k.a
My job was simple, all I do is pass the ball to whoever and stand right back at the spot where the ball barely could have hit me, I mean " Yaikss ! not the face ! not the face >__< "
The meaning of humiliated was the part when one kicks the ball and it will dash towards someone and the person was suppose to hit it back to his mates but instead of doing that, I made some really retarded pose and face expression when the ball came to my direction ! Everyone was looking u know ! I mean most of them laa because it was reccess time for the form 3 and 4 s .
Oh yeah, the moment when I decided to pretend like I was useful enough in the team, I got ready and bend myself a little so I could kick or snatch the ball, all of a sudden the game was over ! =="
( There goes another embarrassment ) I told myself , " Just walk away , don't look, just walk away :D "
Actually, I'm not down because of the whole humiliation thing,
There's another reason which is also none of your business :p HAhaha ~
Oh my god ! Tuition has been canceled !!
I shall SLEEP ! Hahaha, no way man, I just woke up :D
Randomness :
I'm not cold as ice,
I just don't wanna feel the pain,
Whenever I think of it,
A knife will stab right through my heart,
Causing it to bleed till it's wounded
Funny thing I did not cry
Not even a single tear
I wonder why ?
Why me,
Why must I always face the same thing,
Why must I always pretend I'm ok,
Why are u always in my thoughts,
Why must u always say the same thing
over and over again,
I'm breaking into pieces,
I can't stand it anymore,
U win,
I give up.
